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Thursday, July 30, 2009

The Laundry List

Here are a few things that I need to finish in the next month...

1. Read about 5 more books to finish my 10 book goal this summer

2. Get all my books and such for school

3. Talk to my long-lost-brother. :p

4. Tell any and all males ages 21 and older that I cannot date them for the next 5 months

5. Play with Friends (this is top priority)

6. Write letters back to... hmmm.... 5 people? or more.

7. Organize my room... which is kinda important before school.

8. Finish this Nancy Drew game.

9. Get a bulleten board and put my picture colage on it. (Learn how to spell)

10. Figure out housing for winter semester... thats kinda tricky.

11. Take any random pictures with people that I can.

12. Dye my hair blue or red... I haven't decided yet... hmm...

13. Learn 5 languages... uh Rosetta Stone anyone?

14. Watch Wicked and paint my nails green and black!... oh wait... CHECK!

15. Sing Wicked songs around the house at the top of my lungs

16. Learn how to play the guitar

17. Learn how to do finances

18. Get on Broadway!

...These are beginning to sound like long term goals...

19. Graduate from College with BSN/RN --> Go Nursing!

And don't forget 20. According to my 6 year old sister - get married in the next month. I don't know how well that one will work out. But we shall see. :)

Post Script: Fulfil... LIFE!!!

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Going CRAZY!

A few more friends leave, a few less continue corresponding, and it keeps getting closer.

School is drawing near and I'm in the process of getting things organized for school, WHILE I'm working at my dad's office and trying to spend more time with my family. Life can be hard to balance.

I used to think It's alright, soon it will be easier, soon I'll be able to relax more, to enjoy my time more... well, that was a ridiculous thought. I decided that obviously I have to keep working to make a better future for myself but I should spend some time to focus on myself too in the process. Balance is key! But what to balance, and how does school, church, friends and work all balance? Different measurements of each? It is terribly confusing.

Anyway, there are lots of new things that have been happening in my life. 1. I'm moving into my churches Single's Ward next week, and I'm frightfully nervous. 2. Getting into BYU for Winter semester! 3. I've Finally decided on my Major! (took me long enough) and I'm going into Nursing! How awesome? right? 4. I do believe that practically all of my friends have left on their missions who were planning on going. So now the limited few left have to stick together (which is hard when we're college students, traveling and going to different colleges). 5. I've come to know myself a LITTLE more than before. Not that I'm close to figuring out myself entirely of course. 6. And I've had quite a few experiences that are hard to believe actually happened. For one I learned something about someone I would've never guessed. And NO, I'm not telling who or what. Don't you love me? ;) Another experience came from a friend who I've lost contact with, I've learned how important it is to be there for friends, bc there may be a time you need them too. And there have been many other amazing experiences that give me more hope for the future!
Well I don't really know what else to say... I hope I've crystalized it for you. :) Keep reading, even if you don't respond I know there is someone out there reading this nonsense... even if it is just me. ;)